And the story of us looks alot like a tragedy now……

As if things aren’t going bad enough I’m talking to this guy every day and hes my friend and all but like… He’s just really smart and nice and helps me with everything. Like why can’t he be around me all the time. Because he’s away that’s why. And won’t be back til November. I’m just really happy he’s in my life and he’s just taught me about relationships and how I deserve someone who’s gonna be there for me. And it really got me thinking… And I think I know what I have to do with how things are now. Life…… Is so so hard lol

it sucks when you know you grew apart from some one you really love. someone youve known since freshman year. and im graduating with out someone i was so close with. i really did care about you. and i guess its my fault we’re not friends anymore because i gave up so easily. i just dont deal with things properly or process things the same. and yeah i regret it but theres nothing i can do now. yeah it took a long time for me to realize i regretted it but i cant do anything. no one deserves people who are gonna leave them like that. so if you read this (you know who you are) all i can say is im sorry. and that you didn’t deserve some one to hurt you like that. i wasn’t thinking and even though i hide it, it hurts me too. and youre really an amazing person. when i think of you all i want is the best for you, and im really really truely sorry. </3